HAPPY NEW YEAR

A new year is coming soon. So... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! I hope next year will be better than the last 3 years. I hope everything can remain the same. Still intact. I just hope for that. It is simple but difficult but i dun give damn about it. This 3 years taught me a lot. Give me a lot of learning experience. But I just want to take a break. To follow the normal pace. I just want to see a new perspective. I want to be normal... I will still be me. I will still be a visual kei fan but i will open my mind bigger. It will be slow but as time come it will be normal soon. So I had a resolution: A peaceful 2008 onwards.
I am following up on other genres of music like R&B. I love this song by Rihanna "Umbrella". I did destest it at the starting thinking that it holds no meaning, but actually it was very catchy and I'm totally addicted to it. Last time I was not a big fan of english songs but I'm ok with it now. Some of them were really touching like Red Jump Suit Apparatus. They have this song "my guardian angel" which I thought was really pretty. Finally found a new collaboration by Miyavi and and I really like it. Guren single coming out soon. Khia is screaming off my head. We need to meet someday. Hope that the reunion will be starting soon. I hope I can get back to it soon when I'm more steady. Taking a break for a while, but on and off willl still check up on them because very busy.
So won't be blogging for quite a while. Will stick back to yellow book. If I can find a computer then I will blog. Ulverworld has new album called Corpulaton. Kinokuniya will the only place to quench my thirst.
Alice nine label mate beast disbanded. Shika cried so sad meh. I only like their song "days" Krysyella

HIKING!!!!!!!!!

Today went with my father and Aunty Jacaulinqe to HIKE at BUKIT TIMAH HILL O.O Freaky she damn fit lor. But really the place very nostalgia. It remind me of primary 5 diary farm camp a lot. I really like those time although there is BAD time.... But hey still kool with it. I didn't really participate in any of the games though. SCARED of it mah. Height scared. VERY!!~ I like the stream A LOT. Then after that went to sunset estate to eat shabu shabu. WAH OIISHI~ I love beef with raw eggs. I really like the beef so tender. ARGH I want to stay there forever. That estate very nice, very peaceful. Soma live there she told me before. Never went to her house though. WOnder how she is??? Arh~ miss 6A.... After that went to Eunos to warehouse shopping.... CAnt find the warehous in the end. Stranded for atleast an hour. Wasting time lor... Any way that is all I did today. Found this website with Miyavi new singles. I heard it .... FANTASTIC. He collaborate with his senpai SUGIZO. VERY GOOD http://soso2008.multiply.com/music/item/206 I like the song. A LOT. He is having his next tour soon next year. Even to the United States. The GazettE have new singles soon too Guren Khia told me on the Feb 13. MYV is on jan 18. I think CAnt really remember... Well Got to Go love BYees~

ARGH!!!! The GazettE kool

The Words I want to blog got problem so I lost it. FUCK-UP computer *middle Finger*

Choir Concert 23/12

Well the concert was a huge success !!! It went really well. All of us was able to listen and feel together. There was this part where all of us flat together! AWESOME. It is like we were thinking the same thing. Like we are one. It is really kool and I love the sound balance. Although the audience is not really enthusiastic. But all in all i got the feeling of a performer and I really like it a lot and at the starting I was really nervous but in the everything was okok. Guess why? I was like in my head thinking I need to calm down. Then I thought of Ruki. He is performing in front of 17.000 people and it was so well. And he is the only vocalist so if he WENT OFF PITCH. It will be a hard time to cover. Maye the guitar. Or ig the sound man was fast to change it the volume down. Imagine his circumstances allowed me to calm down and listen to my rest of the members. So most of the time I thought of them. LOL right. Here I am singing vocals while thinking of rokkou. But it works though. Instead I remained calm really really calm anyway yeah. It was holy god fun. I was like hey is there encore? I WANT TO SING AGAIN!!!!!!!! Choir really help collect part of the experience I need. But I know it is not sufficient. Someday I know I need to create a whole lot of trouble to get that min. experience. YES I will head of to Nippon to take a look. And if by chance maybe catch a show at yokohama hall or Budokan. NUMBER ONE dream step into this two concert hall as and employee, employer or ARTISTES. Lolol. NVM I just want to help bring a good concert. As a child I have always dream that and I will work hard to step foot in there. Well or I need to do now is study. LOL really that may lift my closer. Don't know. Khia lynn is working hard to perfecting her piano while me is the guitars. She is going for song writing courses. LUCKY her. I am like struggling really hard to get inspiration. I like every time I watch a concert I will then think of inspiration. So I love watching concerts. They let my mind do pretty imaginations. Allow me to see a things in all kind of way. I really love concert especially those really pretty ones. The GazettE is another. Alice Nine is also okok. But I want something big. Massive. I think I will need to work really hard to write songs like Ruki and play like Aoi. The choir concert is just the start of my performer journey and no way it will quench my thirst for concert. I will start fast. And I want to catch up fast really fast. And it is not about any genre. All means and ways I will do it. HAHAHA. LOL tsk.tsk now I am grounded from using the computer because I used it till the late nights and I watch The GazettE. HAHAHA inspiration freak I am. Well now is all up to me. Independents no way can I rely on anyone any more. I lost one person close. No more freaking such bonds any more. Attachment free. That is good. I love no one. LOL that is sweet. Friends I have. I need is seclusion. What I want is my ambition, my lust, my dream. YES nuts I am. I must admit I am NUTS but i Love the feeling so yep happy. I will look at satisfactory. I will only take, learn all that. THAT IS ALL NO MORE SHIT FEELINGS OF LOVE...........................
GOTTA GO WRITE TO YOU Went I can. maybe next holiday. BYE

20th december 2007

Sorry did not write for so long. I was really lazy. Well this few days I had a few calls from Khia Lynn and I really miss her. LOL. But well my family members disagree with me hanging with her. Well understandable since both of us talk like crazy people lol. Im like really pissed lor. When I was like talking halfway my aunt or my cousin will start FREAKING. I talked about Andrea has a boyfriend. I am really angry with this stupid timing for my bedtime. OKies about Andrea well she is nuts… WHY? Well I said before about the oral sex that she had with Evan, her boyfriend, mind you. She… to say in an ugly way…. She gave Evan a blow job. Right AND nearly got herself FUCKED. What the hell…. I am like really shocked that Andrea, a complete social withdrawal, the last time I see her was like this now. I mean yar she is wild and crazy at times. She does physical harm on herself… but no way can I believed she did that. YAR they may think they used condoms so it is no biggie. But hey, Khia told me the guy is a HIV freak and also a freaking drug addict. No sniffing…. It is JABBED. With a bloody non-sterilized needle and she still love him, till she has BDSM dreams of that Australian good-for-nothing. Grate and I thought she was a bisexual…. I was really happy that she has a boyfriend… someone of the opposite sex who care for her. I mean I was happy. I thought they would you know… know their limit that their age allow. NONO what was I thinking no Andrea is not! She have to do it so fast. And The guy he is every problem that a girl do not want frustrating. I am really worried for her. I talked to khia lynn yesterday I missed. I really want to talk to someone who like visual kei. Someone like me. I was happy when I talk to her I just want to continue talking till in the morning. I was really happy and glad to hear her voice. She is the only person who understand my favourism of the music. Well yar I really love talking to Khia. And I think my aunt and cousin are really extreeeemely protective of me. I mean I really like to scare them. I will pretend to like you know not go to choir when I actually got to scare them. Well I had many happy things this few days also. There is like this shop on the six floor in cineleisure that sells The GazettE guitar pick and photos. They also have Miyavi and Alice Nine very kool. Khia says there is punk-rock and lolita clothes. They can cosplay as Vk artiste. I wonder if have GazeROCK t-shirt. WOW I really wonder when I can go to Japan. I must like study really hard like hell next year to go to Japan. I really want to take a look at Budoukan. I really want to check it out and so is Harajuku. Anyway well I am like really busy with the stupid choir concert. Man Yaner's voice was really good. She was like praised by Miss Khor. Trying really hard to get my pitching correct. LOL. Anyway still listening to The GazettE. Find them too kool to ditch. Hope to meet them in live. My dream is like to have a concert with them lor. Well Anyway still trying to handle my choral voice cum rock voice together. Really diffcult. Practising hard on Guitars too. So well I am 13 so I hope to be better whrn I am 18. Still not giving up my studies. Still studying hard. STill worried with maths though. But I think the rest should be okies. Just memorize. I LOVE MEMORIZING. I feel pre-occupied. Well I think I must do really well I MUST GET FOUR PERFECT A's IN ORDER TO HEAD TO TOKYO... HOPE TO CATCH SOME FAMILIAR FACES ^^ & BUY SOMETHING I LIKE (still thinking)

Running o.0

Omg I had to go running today.xain lor Well. I had choir today and it was fun. WAtching Moon child now...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FubcVQKaFHE&NR=1

11 December day.... DEATH DAY?

OMG I like totally spend my whole day shopping. And believe it was totally not enjoyable. I had to shop for a white polo t-shirt and a FUCKING white skirt. What in the name of any god did I buy a skirt? Because my choir concert's costume consist of it. DAMN it... I was really irritated lor okok. I can't find a single white skirt and the polo shirt I found was way translucent that I need a singlet inside. And my boobs totally showed. I really wish I am a flat-chest. I mean I don't mind no guys liking me. At least I look nice. Anyway nowdays guys don't go for girls with big chest. If they really do, they are just imature. BUT however.... my day was brighten in the end, because I bought two shirt that fit exactly and look NICE on me. >.<>.<

Choir

Well went to Queenstown for choir. It was damn tiring but we didi not lose face. LOL Queenstown haas really improved though. DOn't feel like blogging today. Reading Naruto fanfiction. BDSM LOL. Anyway here is a video I personally like.... It got my favourite guitarist....




Well I will blog tommorrow well byees~

My friend called...

I spent the morning watching wu yue tian concert and The GazettE concert. I was doing concert analysis. Well Final Home was really tame while The GazettE was really... wild. Final Home has more props and it is more grand but the atmosphere is not really 'crazy'. It is high, it is very happy and touching but I think it lack the kind of crazy antics that The GazettE holds. Well it is also partly because of the songs actually. Wu Yue Tian's song is too happy, too pure. That is why no matter how much scary sound effect we put it does not holds the atmosphere of a dark world. They actions too were too wide, too smothering. Soft and all that. That is why they have so many people who like them. They prove to the world that rock those always have to be abut screaming and shouting. They also can be tame and all that. There could also be really meaningful meanings hidden in it. As for The GazettE... well their concert is really wild. From the deem lightening and sound effect you can sense they are stressing on something sorrowful. They scream at the correct time, at the point where they emphasis the meaning of the song. They use different hand signs and all kinds of method to show the expression of each different song. There was this part where Ruki was doing nice hand rail sliding and he was sucking his hand. Man that was nuts. He really showed he was singing a song of sex. Mega LOL. Anyway I like most is the echo effect. So when they scream it sound like the scream is still ringing in your ear after it ended 10 sceonds later. And Aoi-san scream was really nice. It was really awesome the two bands. It showed to different side of rock. So if you ask who I would prefer... well I think both were good in their ways. But truthly I think it was The GazettE. Am I being prejudice like what Mengmeng say? Well we were about to go for dunner at Sakura BUFFET and guess who called? WU KHIA LYNN. It was so embarrassing when she shout into the phone and my aunt and cousin heard it. She called because she saw MANA'S GUITAR -.- Well really I am not really a big fan of Malice Mizer. They are like okok. But she is a big fan... But seriously I really miss her and her screams of visual kei. But just the thought left to worry again. I can't talk to her musch any more.... I have just landed in a good school. I can't go bak to them. I can't continue with our crazy antics. SIGH* Well later after dinner which was nice, we went to kinokuniya. And I found Neo Genesis Yearbook. And guess who was on the front cover? THE GAZETTE. ARGH.... can't they just leave me alone. Every where is them..... And another sad thing... BIS is disbanding why...why. They are really nice people and their sounf are good. They are label mates of Alice Nine. ARH.... Well then later I got really mad with my cousin MengMeng. I really don't like when he act kool lor. Like you know like jay chou or something.... It is stupid. Then him caring about everything of me. My language, my english, my music, my manners. I mean I don't give a damn lor. He like give this really blank face when I say something nasty. Which I hate.... And he treat me like a kid, like I don't know what I am saying. Once I say I help him buy bondage pants. He saying I don't know what it means. OF course I do, but please don't be so sensitive lar. It is only a pants. It is not like I am going to ask him to use it for BDSM. GROSS.... Bloody mental image. That is so scary. Well i need to go le. TIME for choir. At queenstown....secondary hope to see josephine or yuping

About that saturday 8th Dec

ok I am now like being irritated by my dear cousin.... wait sorry nono not dear.. I need to analysis concert then they come kachou me. LOL Now they are complaining about my english like shit. Anyway about yesterday. Well in the morning I went to Suntec City shoppin. with my dad, aunt, uncle and grandma. There was this Gothic lolita shop at 'Mr. PLAYground'. Quite big.... As big as the one in Bugis. OKOK mebbie I can't really fit in any of them. But I really feel happy when I saw it, at least I know I am not the only one that like it right. They maybe have GAZErock is NOT Dead T-shirt. If it is cheap maybe I can buy for Khia Lynn as birthday present. I really miss her man. Anyway later I went to tuition and you know what Ah Leow said.... 'Hey, your past live is a boy you know...' I ask how he know, he say I look like a boy and act like a boy. Maybe got put the wrong sex for me. LOL because he say I would be a very pretty boy. Well~ after tuition I headed for my FIRST lesson of guitar. It was really fun and exciting. The teacher is really. His guitar skills are awesome. I was really nervous and I can't really sight read fast enough so I jumbled up. Even easy songs like 'Ode for Joy' was a challenge to me. Half of the lesson I was thinking of three guys.... Aoi-san, Urha-san and guitar god, Miyavi Kami-sama. I really want to be like them or at least like the Danger Gang guitarist, Hiko,( She is a female)
Well after the lesson we went back to dad's house to watch football with my dad uncle and cousin. Well for me it was not exactly watching football... I was busy using the computer to change my blog. background. Tedious for a technologynoob like me. Well that was all for my day in 8th December 2007. oh yar I got a christmas present. It was from my second uncle. It was a cushion... I guess. I was touch... it was my first real christmas present.

PS company picture

This are the picture taken during the PSC Carnival tour 2005. YAYA-Chan just added words so it is not real. (I meant the one on the right)

This was during the *What a Wonderful World* Era. I think it is one of the most colourful dressing he had. But one of the most serious ones. He like very long never smile.

This was I think during the M.R.D concert back in 2005. It was one of the happy moments I guess. I think Ruki was forcing Reita to sing with him. They really good mates man.

Well I cant really blog now. I am at my dad's house with my uncle and two cousin. STUPID football. Well write tomorrow.....

LUNATIC running!!

OMFG. Here I was walking home from choir and I met this guy. Well he is a stranger. But at the starting he just as me where block 150 is? As I am new I don't really know either. But suddenly he just say thanks and shake my hand. Then not only that he ask me if I am scared of cats when we saw one. Mega LOL.... What the Hell he is really freaky. Then he ask if I am a Chinese. He thinks I am a Malay, Eurasian mixed. Well weird for a stranger to ask. Not that no one ask. I mean they will like say behind my back, 'Hey that malay girl can speak chinese' Anyway, he freaked me when suddenly he patted my back. Great I thought I will be raped anytime. SO I just walked quickly to the lift. Then he followed me. I was like really freak if he go into the lift with me. But he just stood outside. AND he ask me my name. Guess what name I gave? Lee Shu FU. I can't think of any name to give, so the first thing I thought and then say was SHU FU. Weird name maybe I was thinking of Tou Fu.... Well he ask me where I studied I said Queenstown. -.- BIG LOL. It is really freaky. I was like thinking... 'what will he do to me?' 'Is he a lunatic?' 'blablahblah.. I was like really shocked today when Andrea say she did erm.... oral sex with her boyfriend, Evan. And not only that erm well she dreamt of a BDSM dream with Evan??? CAn that be any grosssss~ Well I will never loss my virginity that young. But she seems more than eager to get married and you know.... S.E.X.... And you know when she told me told me that I was actually watching Decomposition Beauty and.. man was Aoi's scream damn nice man. It was good. He is a really sexy screamer and guitarist. Well I don't know if this is true but Khia lynn say he is married.... SHIT. I like love him a lot lor. Well I also admire him. He rmind me greatly of Miyavi. AND he also have anger management
problems. SO I will catch him in South-East asia like never. First to Germany but never to any near SEA. Like NLSG and MRD and PWB are only in Japan and so on. Never in the life of me will they Sinhgapore. SO pissed. I hope they will hold a PScompany tour again. I would really hope soo~. IMAGINE all of them reunited. Miyavi and AOI!!!!

TO JAPAN!!! \o/

OKOK this is really serious. I just find myself really happy this two days. Mebbie because I got my life back or something. Well I found a few really touching videos that I want to put in this lovely blog so I can remember it when I grow up. By then I would say 'hey that was the song that I like a when I was young'. WAY nostalgic.... Anyway I was like really going to study real real hard. WHY? Because if I get 4 As I would get to go to Japan. The place I always wanted to. OMG right!!! Then if I do better than that maybe I could buy a merchandise of any band I know. Unless if I come across lar. I don't think I will buy any albums because I could just download it online. RiGhT!! I mean I may find a Aoi PLUSHIE. LOL not buying Ruki's, or else Khia will snatch it away from me. MEGA LOL. Mebbie I should buy one for Khia. DID she like Ruki or Kai more?? Maybe there is Miyavi's concert DVD. ARH..... That is something not easily found in Singapore. WELL wish me good luck for year 2008!!!!
TO JAPAN MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



The last Performanc I cried because it was really sad. Miyavi cried too. I was like OMG. Why does all band have to end up disbanded one day???

What A DAY!!!

Wow I was like really happy and really mad. LOL. Mad because I was given by my all to nice cousin, WONG JUN MING. ARGH.... But anyway thanks to it I was really relieved... That I am still not a worthless computer geek. LOL. Well today I didn't really used the computer till now in the night. I was like watching the Final Fantasy Advent Childeren and... man was Cloud really good looking. Actually everyone in the anime is good looking. Even the baddie. And yea the baddie was the next handsome. BIG LOL. His voice kind of remind me of the vocalist from Antique Cafe damn cute. I loved all the fighting scenes. Meng brother love Tifa and long for his to come. MEGA LOL... Anyway well I forget to tell you something LAST saturday, first of december you know who I saw?? I think you also won't know. RYAN LEONG!!!~ He has grown up really fast. Well growing a bit more handsome haha. Well I really do miss him a bit. He was a really nice person if you know him well. And actually we got together *as friends* because he is a BIG FAN of Jay chou and so was I at that time. He is really nice prson trust me. Although he is a bit irritating and all at times. WEll I gtot my spectacles done. Purple totally fifferent no one I knowtried that so I gave it a shot. Well gtg reading naruto fanfiction

The GazettE

Well I still cant really get over them. I mean how can you forget them. There is like 3 sexy guys gods no 4, no actually five sexy guy gods. And all of them basking under all the neonlights during the concerts. And freak look and Aoi in that translucent see-through shirt. I mean it was them hot~. Shit my fangirl is all up again.... *WEE FEELING HYPER* Anyway I think the most I cant resist is Ruki and Aoi. They are like really kool and all that. And man, Ruki can do some really sizzling things like... He is like licking his fingers all over. And was dancing in front of Urha or worst pole dancing with the fence. Totally eccentric. Oh wonder Khia love him the most. And my oh my Urha's leg is totally eye-opener lar. He have such nice thighs, I wish to have it too. *pouting* At the starting I thought he was a girl. Major LOL. Their songs are really nice too. I love how Ruki sings and his stage presence is awesome. Oh and Kai OMFG. You I saw this part of decomposition Beauty. Kai was like looking at the camera with the side of the eyes as he continue drumming and it was like really kool. He look damn hottie. He don't really look that innocent. Sometimes he can continue drumming non-stop like a lunatic. And you do think he has gone mad.... It was like he like possessed. LOL he is like totally different in backstage lor. Oh I found a band that look like The GazettE. AND I SAY LOOK. Yea the vocalist look a bit like Ruki when Ruki have blond hair and there is one that dress like Urha and have really sexy thigh. LOL AND they are from the same PSCompany!~ SHIT Brother saw it again. WELL MEBBIE they are not really lyrical nice.... but I would to like to learn for stage presents. Well after all I want to be hot like them. I decided to learn from AOI and RUKI!!!!!!!!!!



The Starting would be very boring all talking blahblahblah but the drumming is really nice and so is the duet with Reita. I think they work really hard to perfect their indivdual skills. And I must say it is not easy playing a bass guitar. 1) You get really influenced easily by the drummer and mixed your rhythem up 2) It is darn heavy. Carrying all day could kill you as it nearly killed me. 3) And the strings are bloody thick and it is really painful to press.

Bloody make-up

Well today was the same Normal Day. Well other then the fact I scratch my face. I was like trying to follow how those visual kei people do their eyes you know... With thick eyeliner and all that. Well I just did a simple one... just with eyeliner. I learn it from the video. And well... it turned out nice with my hair down. I was make it well in the horror department. It was damn freaky... but I like it. But the problem is, it is bloody hard to remove it and I was like using the facial sponge to rub it. I rub for so long until can see my both eyes at the side got scratch. Very painful under the water... I wonder how visual kei people take it lor.... I learned a new japanese word koibito - sweetheart

Bloody Cursed Computer

So ‘The Legendary Computer’ once again has broken down. The connection is damn bloody weird. It is will totally not working in alternate days. I was thinking of watching this anime called ‘Paradise Kiss’ or see if Crunchyroll has this anime called ‘Blaue Rosen’… *Dirty thought streaming through my mind* Well you know the things I said about my aunt yesterday? Well I understand why she was so agitated. She was really angry with dad because he just left mum’s picture in that women’s car. Which mum would really hate. And she felt really painful that, yesterday it was mum’s last day and dad still treat it in a relax way. In fact, he even puts her picture in such a hateful position. So yar that was what she felt really angry. My dad had really angered my mum over the pass few years…. Causing her to get liver cancer over the pass few years. In fact she has depression. LOL My mum has depression and I have anger management problems. Well I think I really cool off a lot unlike when I was Primary 4 to 5. I don’t know why… I don’t get angry often when I was outside, but I get pissed easily at home. It is like I am against something. Well about my mum’s depression… Well she had it when our family went totally wrong. First is my dad, his job, money management, illness and…. rumored affairs. Second is me of course, I was really rebellious; I had anger management problems, and my TYPE of music and of course my studies. Well not that I say I am very bad nor I am very good. But my mum really expects a lot from me. The more her standards rise the more I get angry, the more I hurt her… Well I would say I am an average kid, or one who is trying to be an average kid. I don’t gang bang. I don’t take drugs. I don’t smoke. I don’t play truant. I don’t even skipped class. Yes, I do talk a lot in class. I do talk back. I do sleep or zone out in class. I do sometimes don’t homework. But other than that I am okok. My grades are average. Not the best, not the worse. I know she did not really like my class in Primary school. She was really angry that I landed in that class. But I must say without that class I would not learn what the worse is like. They were really nice people though. They are just all problematic. Like me. I was like them, they were like me. That year I finally felt that I was not the only one, there were others. But I guess it did not last long. I went to secondary school. Well I did make a few nice friends but not close enough. They don’t really like what I like, and a few of them are really scary people. They are like people with a mine bomb, the minute you say something wrong or do something wrong, they kind of explode. Weird people. Well never mind about that…. My mum also hates the music I listen to. She say they are people who take drugs, who do unmistakable things, and they are really dark people and worshipped the ‘wrong things’, their lyrics are very dark also. In fact their voice tone will not match my chorus voice. LOL. Well yeah it may kind of affect me in my voice color and articulation. But I never say I will make a living in the choral world. In fact I want to experiment with different genre of songs. And in fact visual kei really express me well. It is a genre that can express all kind of things anger, sorrow, happiness and best of all confusion. I mean which genre can express as well as visual kei. Rhythm and Blues only express love and lust no more. Have they ever talk about friendship about family? Pop genre… I think it is a very funny genre. It is a really commercialized but in the mind of a music person… it is a very shallow form of music. The lyric holds not much of a meaning. And I like Visual Kei song because the songs lift my spirit up, make me depressed… and so on. Like Alice nine and Miyavi and Kra make me happy while The GazettE and Plastic Tree make me depressed. Well that is all I can say. About My dad you know lar….. Hopeless Geezers

Plastic Tree - Harusaki Sentimental

I saw this PV and I was like really in love with this song. The vocalist is really handsome. And guess how old he is? HE IS LIKE
30++. The melody is really nice. I love it. It make me want to cry.
They are those lonely wholesome... Ryutaro is absolutely adorable. ♥

Outing with my dad

Well today in the morning went to temple to pray to mother. It was really... quiet I dont dare to speak and ... well the same things went on. But today early in the morning I was so pissed. I was like insisting that I must buy the flower but my dad said no..... And you know why he say no, because it is the last day and he say that it is no use buying flower because the helper in the temple will clear it up. Fuck it... What kind of attitude.... Your wife is dead and you can't even present a flower to her on her last day. What a husband??? Then later I went out with him. And we had a special guest. Aunty Jacaliqne. Great we had her. We went to make a spectacles for myself. She came along we us, for dinner too. We went to Kushin-Bo to eat. That was Gulity NO1. Oh there is this place beside Kushin-bo. It is a garden. There is a fountain. It is nice place, very pretty during dusk. I bet mom will like it. That was Guilty NO2. Then we went to eat. I was having a lot of fun. Aunty was nice. That is Guilty NO3 and NO4. I like her but not as my new mum. She was fun to be with, she is my friend... I never treat her like my real mum. Then I went home. My 2nd aunt found out I went out with that aunt. I did not tell her the truth. I lied to her I only went out with dad. Then she got angry because I was unfilial. Because I was enjoying my time with someone else other then my mum. I am really shocked by her way of talking to me. I now know no one liked me. First is my mum, then it my cousin then now my aunt. I know I am wrong, I am guilty but what am I to do? Don't go out with my dad? What? I am very confused. I hate it. I dont want to lie. I dont want to hide. I want to be normal. Is it wrong ? Please leave me alone. I am very tired. I don't want to be hated. I don't want to be unfilial. I don't want to hurt anyone. But why is everyone hurting me. First they disagree with my music, then my size, now they even disagree with my everything...... I did not mean to really... to just leave mum and have fun. I am really sorry. Actually now my current state, I realise something.... I have no one to love. In fact now everyone I think is hate and meaningles blabber. Whatever. You don't like me fine. I cant do anything. I give up. I am not nice anymore. And I will just remain nochalant.

I am so pissed just now. I was like using the computer and meng meng ask me to shut the computer off because I used for too long. Hell with it I was like darn pissed. But it did not last long lar. I went to do other things. I tried to add english lyrics to Alice Nine 'Q'(Question). It sounded soso but the meaning was a total mess. It was yet again a complete BLACKNESS. No meaning no happiness. *Sigh* when can I write like last time? Last time I wrote quite a few poems and it was pretty nice. I guess... Because when I showed others no one believed it was my work. LOL... I really hope to write more of them like this. Kitboy said it was due to the song I am listening currently. Well I must admit it is true *mostly*. Well I remember the last time I wrote a poem, I was a big, big fan of Miyavi. And now well ..... I like other band but I still like Miyavi. I think the cause was The GazettE. Ever since I listen to them I was like really obsessed with Ruki because of the lyrics he wrote. SHIT. I guess I will have to really forget them. So wish me all the best.... Ganbante

Yesterday Night

I went to somewhere really nostalgic. I went to Marina South. It was really nice. Peaceful and all. But most of it is empty. Only left the bowling alley and a few steamboat eatery. No more curry rice place. The flying kite area has shrink to only a limited area. I miss that place. I still remember flying the kite there. Eating the curry rice with my family. It is really nostalgic. Some how I find it is truely a peaceful place to be at.... It is really nice unlike the busy streets of 'Concrete Jungle' But sadly it would be demolished soon to make way for the new SANDS resort. With beautiful high class hotels and Casinos for rich people. Fuck it man.... I mean it would be nice if Singapore become Las Vegas number two, but wont it really sucks if all the old, familiar and nostalgic disappear... Places where it holds really deep memories?? Places that you go when you are young??? I really do look forward to IR but not so fast right....

Whoa today I woke and realised I cried.... While I was sleeping. I had a really terrible nightmare. I could still remember. 'She' was there.... 'She' came back again. Everything of her was scary. The way I shake. The way I was really powerless. I cant say a word, I cant move... And what is with the bloody arm there??? The way every muscle on her face move when she flare up was really creepy.... I can't say I love 'She' .... But the more I can't say I hate 'She'....Tomorrow would be her last day. I hope to make it the best... With whatever love and respect I have towards her. I wish her happy journey onwards.... Please forget me .

Jrock music

WELL….today nothing interesting happened (of course it is the morning now only)
But Today I am really happy…. I dreamt of guess ….. A group of fat people freaking me and asking me to slim down or I would be like them… And if I am not wrong I thought I saw the fatty guy in The GazettE PV ~Filth In The Beauty~. Seriously Creepy -.- Well yesterday I downloaded a lot of singles…. I finally found Charlotte mini-album. It is called, Sharundenashi BLUES. Ok lar the songs….very cute and it sound as good as Antique café. Oh Bou left Antique Café this year march… I wonder why? But I am like not really affected by it… I dun really listen to their songs… But seriously Bou is really cute. But without him and including Yuki and Takuya (New replacement) the band becomes more masculine and that was kind of ok… I mean how long can this kind of band last if they continue acting cute right??? Oh and Kra new mini-album, Creatures. It is really nice a blend of Jazz and rock. My favorite song is World. I think Keiyuu voice is really good lor… He is like 29 this year right. Oh wonder his voice so mature. I cried when he sang Setsugekka. I was really touched by his voice. I have this Singles by a new band called Sendai Kamotsu
It is really cute. I also have Neu a Indie band singles ~Splash!~ Wah like Takuya from uverworld meet Antique Café. I just don’t like the sound effect. It is very irritating. I have the Aqua timez ~Dareka no Chijoue~. It is really nice but I think their song last time is better. Last time was completely soft rock. Now more noisy. Not that I CANT stand noisy song, it is just that I prefer them softer for Aqua Timez because the vocalist voice tone not so fit for hard rock. His voice would sound much better with soft rock, more peaceful. I mean that is just my opinion ^^ Something sad is I cant FIND Alice Nine New Album ~Alpha~ It is like everyone is saying that it is really nice and I must admit it is I only have the Cosmic World PV and Blue Planet PV and it was really nice. Blue planet is like complete happiness, although there is this pinky bunny. I bet all the Fangirls are like totally angry when they saw it. LOL The bunny was like totally seducing them with that extra tight tight mini mini skirt that could just show her butt. So it was kinda disgusting Well gtg le byees….

The concert

Choir concert is coming really soon
It is really scary
All the songs are really erm....HIGH~
And there is so many songs to memorize
I mean how am I to memorize a french song
The pronounciation is so weird
Well talking about concerts
I saw Alice Nine Concert Hello Dear Numbers
It was really awwwesome
I mean I saw Saga licked his bass and it was HOT
Well Shou sang way better than during the PSC tour
And the funny thing
Nao FALLED!! during the Encore
Damn funny he tripped over the platform LOL
Well Nao drum solo was really good
But without the sound effect it would be excellent
I just saw Kai's solo and was really shocked
I was really good....better than Yasuno
But because of that I saw so many fangirls screaming
That made me mad because....
1) His mine so no one is to like him
2) He have so many fans *jealous*
3) They remind me of ..... me
And I just read a Fanfiction of AoixKai
I was completely flustered by it.
Well I had finished my Music Project on Alice Nine
Hope you all like it........

Shocked! Reputation of Jrock

I was like so pissed with Yoshiki
He actually broke a brand new drum set
It totally broke the image of a rocker
He is like on some drugs
And it truly makes me shudder
I mean no one should break their drums
And to be honest S.K.I.N concert is not really nice
Unlike the other band that I have seen
They like do not have the bonding, kizuna
Unlike The GazettE, Alice nine, Kra and SID
That is what they lack....after all they are all soloist
For a pretty long time
I would not be surprise if Miyavi has forgotten about Due le Quartz
Or Gackt has forgotten his time in Malice Mizer
Or Yoshiki has to X Japan and Sugizo to Luna Sea
Maybe it was because I was not use to this....
Kind of *too wild* Rock Concert
But whatever it is I will feel really uncomfortable if i attended
Partly because I hate it when violence took place,
And because I am looking at someone who seriously
Looked like he ate a packet of drugs...or something
I was also really mad at Yoshiki
Because just his action has brought a bad reputation To ROCK genre
People may use him and judge that rock is not a good thing
Because I myself was shocked....
If I ever want to be a rockstar....
I will never learn from them....I will probably learn from Mayday
Afterall they were the one who taught me rock is a....
Form of expression Not a form of violence
I will learn from Alice Nine, Kra and Uverworld for lyrics
The GazettE and SID for visual style
Kaya, 12012 and antic cafe for fashion style
I will not and never touch anything that
Relates me to touch anything harmful
Causing to lose the trust of my fans
I will............................................
Lead my fans to a good path
Become one with my members and fans
This is what a good rocker is....
Some times I will add a few songs that was inspired from My feelings
That is all .... NO DRUGS MAN
Yoshiki, you are going nuts...X japan *shudder*
Now I have doubts weather Hide-san did sucidal
He creepy person bash his drum set
Better make sure Kai and Nao does not....
Bash drums ....Or I will so be out of Jrock

Budget Terminal

Well today was a day of fun

I went out with my uncle and aunts

My cousin came along

We went to Terminal Three, Budget Terminal

It was erm.... really new

Well not many things lar. All too new.

We started the day with a breakfast at....

East Coast Park Burger King

And it is really fun... watching the sea while eating

Then we headed to Terminal Three

It was really nice....very new

Kinda of like Korea airport

Then we went to the older Terminal

Then at Terminal one

Yuping (cousin) say that there was a really .....

Nostalgic place

Yea it truely was

When I was young
My whole family, uncle, aunts and cousin

Would head there for Swensens ice-cream

And it was the sweetest gathering we had

Both of us really missed it...

The place changed and swensen is now

Next to the Arrival hall

There is one too at Terminal Three

Well it is really fun.... Yar cheese!!!

Man...I really miss this happy girl

Well after that we head to Mellina Walk, Suntec City

(dont' know how to spell)

Well That all *smile*

OMG! fight...

OMG!~ They fought o.0
The two always friendly and caring brothers fought
And GREAT! They fighting because of me...
That got me really pissed and disappointed
Yar I know they were really worried about me
But hey if you are then please leave alone
Because your fight has really jeopardized me
And that you HAVE ADD ANOTHER PROBLEM IN ME
I really hate it when people fight
It really frightens me
It is just disgusting and horrifying
Especially it is people I know really well
And those people who are really nice and friendly
Well they were actually fighting over how to talk to me
How to understand me??
Well I dunno but i have this feeling they will never succeed
If my mum cant, could they?
The closest failed will the rest pass
They should just give up....
They should just let me figure the hard way
Like this no one is hurt
Not me, not them
So well .......................
LEAVE ME ALONE OKOKOK
I am darn freaking hecking
TIRED ARGH....
I sometimes feel really tired of this world...

Fight!

Morning

Preparing to a journey to pilgrimage.... LOL well not really

I was just heading towards the temple at River Valley

Actually I kind of like going to the temple

Especially those really peaceful ones.

It makes me able to think. Sometimes I will think

'Hey life is not that messed up'

Well it won't last long. But it truely make my day....

Well yesterday 0.00am. Brother Meng and I had a talk

He said he hate The GazettE for a reason...

They talked too lightly of death

A disrespect he thinks. I really admire Brother Meng

He went through Depression

And now....well his doing just fine

He did 'darken' through that period

Just ask him and he can explain to you in details

If you dare.........

Well he explain that music through can affect....

ones thinking... ones feeling...

Well for your information

Satan was The Angel of Music

MWAHAHAHA

*On the verge of sanity abortion*

Well thats all for today byee~

PS Company Carnival tour

Third row: Shou, Keiyuu, Miyavi, Ruki, Kaggra vocalist LOL

(Loved them most)

Nature Pleasure

Today was a sweet day.
Tuition was really fun.
Ah Leow and his joke just make me crack up like a freak.
Well one thing I learned
That academic is important
But so is your talent and skills
Well I cant really say I have a talent or skill
But I really like music
So I hope to create a skill in music soon...
I want to write really heart lifting songs like Shou-san
Scary and touching songs like Ruki-san
Happy, simple but straight to the point song like Miyavi-san
They wrote really well lyrics and I badly wanted to be like them
Maybe you would think I am over-thinking considering my age
But I think it would be nice to start when you are young
For example,
Miyavi-san started playing the guitar at 15
Then two years later he joined Due le'quartz
Which is really awesome
He learned so much in just two years
For me all I ever did was drooling at him....
And I was really jealous of Ruki at one point
I was really angry...
I was like 'Hey that guy is so cool'
He is like this really naughty boy...
Who has a cool band,
Who have one-man concert every year
And is loved by so many fans
While me a normal girl
With a normal life
Normal school
Only have a dream....
A dream to be like them
lol MOKKORI
OKies I learnt it from Tora
Pervert!~
Well anyway today
I accompanied my aunt and uncle
To a vegetarian cafe
My father came along
Well it was really nice
Eating while making small chats
Making a few small jokes
The cafe is really cosy
It's called 'Nature pleasure'
At fortune centre
So nothing went wrong today
I am glad ^^

The NEOlancer

Today in the morning I went for a walk.
Then headed to the kopitiam across the road.
I was repeatedly fooled by two hawkers.
At least I had the name of one of them
'Uncle john' .....-.-
Very cute, they were really funny
We were like acting all goofy in public
And we don't give a damn
I was having a really nice feeling
I wonder why everyone in this world act so cautious
They all seem afraid to step on the wrong stone
That may ruin their reputation
They follow the flow.....
Everything, from manners to fashion
Everything in this world is too well categorized
If you are a punk you must be punkish, u must be bad
If you are a well-mannered you must listen to Beethoven, wear long dress
If you are a Goth you must be all black
So weird
Is there a catergory where you are free to think?
If there isn't....
I will start one
'The NEOlancer'

Weird things

I said the weirdest things today -.-
My dad SMS me, using oka-san's phone
I feak and type.....
'.....are you mom....?'
And he freak...
Then just now
I said I was hungry
Then I said
'I am very hungry I need to go to the toliet....'
Weird... I never thought I like shit ><

'Pretty Normal Day'

I went to the temple at Geylang early in the morning
and had three hours of prayers .....
Relaxing?
Try kneeling for three hours
WITH no breakfast eaten...
Okies I am not suppose to complain...
Then I went with father to eat a Kushin-Bo
Had the sweetest Alaska crab tasted
Then catch a movie of 'Game Plan'
Very funny ^^
Well it was a 'Pretty Normal Day'
But everything is to the mind to create.....

Gazeboys new looks

>.<>

What did Kai do to his hair?

Aoi why did you f***king took off your lipring?

Just who do are you Ruki? Madonna?

Reita well still the same big brother look

Well Urha I really trust your style nowdays

You look HOT with short bangs!~

Vocalist: Ruki

Lead Guitarist: Urha

Guitarist: Aoi

Bassist: Reita

Drummer: Kai

Miyavi new singles

It was really nice and really entertaining
Miyavi had done another good job
In fact his vocals have improve
and the rap and everything fits much better than the last one
'Neo Visualizm'
I am glad to be able to hear it the very same day it was released
14 November 2007
Well keep up with the good job Miyavi
We will always back you up

I cried

I was listening to Kra - Setsugekka and i just cried in front of my two cousins and in front of my aunt and uncle. It was embarrassing.... but I cant let it stop flowing. I was really touched by Keiyuu. His vocal was really good. The melody just flows with my mood. It was also because I was worried with my dad. I just could not stop thinking of the lonely figure of him. The disheartened soul when I told him I can't go back home with him. I am really sad. Then that cousin of mine went to criticize jrock and this song. So i cried......

Concert Day

Well today was the same day slacking AND OH YAR RUNNING 0.O I ran with junjie brother, very xianz. Four round around the Queenstown complex. Lucky i Had my MP4 with me or i was sure to give up halfway. Oh i had the whole of the GazettE's new album Stack Rubbish. It was really nice. All the SONG was good but i find it was pretty messy the way they arrange the songs. It is like there is a slow song then a fast song than again another slow song. It does not help build the mood of the listener. But each song is nice. The melody itself was able to wow me. I really admire them. They really are true visual artiste. I really want to be like them. In fact i am planning to be like them...so anyone wants to form a band with me? I have this very weird feeling when i watch their lives. It is like this mixture of excitement because they are really unpredictable, happiness because i really like their music, Belonging, weird right i felt i was one of the members and the weirdest of all, Jealous. I am really jealous of them. They have so many fans, so many lives, so many talent, so many inspiration..... Me? i cant even think of anything. Even if i come out with a song...my cousin don't like it. They say it is too dark, too gloomy. Filled of sadness, lust, vengence and negative thinking. Well it is what i am thinking right now. I mean i can come up with happy things but the sad one pop out first. Well today i was suppose to attend a concert at Esplanade. The ~Rock A Capella~ or something. They sing a capella. I am not really a big fan of them, but why not try it right? I think they are kool creating sounds with their vocals without any need for instruments. I guess today was not a really good day for me. I was completely pissed today. Pissed at everything. I think i need to see a Shrink. lol. Or maybe Anger Management courses again. Because right now my chest feel really painful and heavy. Well i got to go already. Concert Time. LET ROCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND SING AND FORGET YOUR WORRIES LET IT DROWN, LET IT DROWN~

The GazettE - ☆BEST FRIENDS☆

This is the lyrics for best Friends

☆BEST FRIENDS☆
osanakigoro yume mita mirai yosouzu wa
ima mo iroasezu azayakani mae wo muiteiru
ookikunareru you ni senobishite mita keshiki
toki ni wa kujikesouni naru keredo gutto namida koraete

hitotsu no ookina yume ni mukai hashiri hajimeta
taisetsuna nakama ga iru kara ganbaretanta

tsuyoku ikiru shounentachi yo
hitori janai yuuki wo dashite
tsuki susunda sono saki ni wa
nakama to warai kagayaku kimi ga iru

kore kara aruku kewashii michi wa hikari ni ochita IBARA no michi da
yokumo warukumo saisho de saigo douse yaru nara yume wa kanaeru
mimamotte kureru hito no tame ni daisuki na hito ya jibunra no tame ni
ishiki no REBERU chou HIGH ni shite kyou mo aruku onore no michi

hitotsu no ookina yume ni mukai hashiri hajimeta
taisetsuna nakama ga iru kara ganbaretanta

bokura ga ima aruku michi wo
takai kabe de fusagarete mo
tomaranai sa buchikowashite
yume ni mukai susunde iku

tsuyoku ikiru shounentachi yo
hitori janai yuuki wo dashite
tsuki susunda sono saki ni wa
nakama to warai kagayaku boku ga iru

This the Translation of Best Friend

☆BEST FRIENDS☆
As a child, I dreamt of the future
Even now it doesn't fade, but is vivid as I look forward
So that I'd grow, I'd hold the tears in as I watched the scenery I grew
up with crush under time.

I began to run towards that one big dream
Because my good friends were with me, I did my best

Live well, young men
You're not alone, so muster your courage
Lunge forward, for right beyond this
You'll be laughing and shining with your friends

The steep path that you'll be walking will be lit, but full of thorns
Good or bad, from start to finish, you're gonna do it anyway, so make
your dream come true
For those who watch over you, for the ones you love and for yourself
Get your senses to a super high level, and walk your own path today

I began to run towards that one big dream
Because my good friends were with me, I did my best
Even if there's a high wall in our way, we're not stopping
We'll break it down and go on towards our dream

Live well, young men
You're not alone, so muster your courage
Lunge forward, for right beyond this
You'll be laughing and shining with your friends

OUTing

I went out with my aunts,uncle and grand mama. It was the usual Saturday outing at Plaza Singaura. But the problem is there could be tuition and i think i forget to go harhar... OKies never mind about that. It was really boring today... I went to Thiong bahru plaza later and yet another boring thing. I went to popular bookshop to select some assignment books. Arh.... That moment it kind of remind me of mum. Most of the time we will spend hours at Tao Payoh Hub's popular the whole day. That is how we wasted our time there. Just slacking our time there reading book and discussing about the various books we like. She like Chinese novels, I Like English novel. Even that quiet moment, we felt a sense of peace to have each other's company. Well i guess i am really alone now.... LOL Whatever... Then i went to Comics connection and guess what i saw.... Miyavi's Picture book for 2006. It contain mostly of Senor Senora Senorita Mv pictures. It was so nice ^^ I really wish one of them could come to Singapore to perform.... I mean since GazettE has been to Germany and Miyavi has been to L.A. why not come to one of the countries in South-East Asia right. Oh ya I found this book really nice. Yakuza Moon. It is really awesome. I am not going to give you spoilers. Here is where you can find this book. Harris in Orchard MRT and Thiong Barhu Popular. If there is other places please tell me. I am dying for that book.

This is Alice Nine.....

This is Alice Nine too....

Choir Practise

So tired...I am so pissed with my voice today. It just won't freaking come out. Would i join the Alto's next year. That do be nice hanging out with Sharon and Chris more often....Muhaha....Anyway We are learning the Flower Duet by Charlotte Church. It was so freaking high. I nearly broke my voice. I went off-pitch many times and sounded like Ruki screaming. That would be the nicest scream. But that is not what i want. I want a solid perfect sound and i can't achieve that. Sad. I would like to try sing rock song with choral voice. I think it would sound funny but it is worth a try har. Oh i bought another diary for me to write. The other diary, i have decided would be just for the year 2007. So i have a different diary every year. ^^Well enough talk later get back to you

Wah bad things

Shit i cant find my choir file die lar how leh?? I lost it just recently and bought and photocopy all the scores now i lost it again. How noob can i get?? Maybe i am like Kai very forgetful and also blur. No actually Khia Lynn is more blur lor. lol. I have to go buy again xian lar. I realise i have a lot of bad habits lor here is a list. If there is any the same as you... High Five man.
1) Screaming. I have a habit of screaming and shouting anytime, anywhere
2) Laughing. I have a problem with my laughter. I laugh like a witch or laughing in a really squeaky sound. I laugh at the slightest thing
3) I talk real loud. I have no secrets
4) I need to say at least on ~I love you~ a day
5) I like to stare at people's hair. That is becos i am trying to look for visual kei hairstyles
6)I have hearing problem. Maybe because i like blasting my music.
7) I get goosebumps when a cute girl walk past. Anti-Lesbian...I hope
8) I talk to myself (esp in front of the com like now)
9) I jam in the bathroom. The bathroom is a good place to sing, good echoing. I remember singing in the girls toilet with my choir mates (yaner, sharon and chris) to practise for an audition. FUN>.<>
10) I sleep in the bathroom. Early in the morning. While trying to shit i fell asleep. I woke because of the smell. LOL
This are my top ten bad habits....

On the First of November

LoL. It is boring. Well actually not really lar. I went to queensway and bought a shoe. Adidas Orion. Pretty nice but not what i would love. I bought because it is just right for school and casual wear. I saw the Limited Edition ones ...arh... Subarashi >.<. There is one where the whole thing is filled with golden Chinese flower printing. Pretty very PRETTY. There is another with roses on black leather. Mine is kool. It is purple very common but am cool. I hardly buy Adidas. I usually look for nike. But whatever brand it is. It is nice i buy as long it is within budget. I don't like those people with a lot of branded stuff. It makes the whole image fake. They may find it glamorous but i don't think so. I prefer someone who wears it casual and comfortable. So if you ask me what kind of people i like to hangout with? People who do not have any agenda or cunning. Someone carefree and does not care about other's status and accept who they are. Yea as long someone carefree and .... happy thats right. I tell you I recently very unlucky lor. Yesterday i was taking the MRT to Jurong Point. And saw this advertisement of a band. I was like thinking is that a visual kei and without realising i bang against the pole when the train jerk and a group of boys from SOME SCHOOL LAUGH AT ME *trying to refrain from pointing middle finger* So not gentlemen. What is wrong with nowdays boys and man? I realised they are much more a spendthrift that ladies. In fact they can compete with the girls (the number of hours in the toilet competition). Ridiculous!! They spend so much time in the toilet styling their hair!! I mean yes spiking hair and all that is nice but hey not that long man. come up with a standard design that you think fit you and use for a few months or what. I keepseeing them change, then change another way, slope another, spike it another way man i was like ROFL le. Of all the hair i see i like Miyavi's hair in ~kekkonshiki No Uta~ and Ruki's hair in ~zakuro gata no yuutsu~ I like all of Aoi's hair and Kai's accept in Stacked Rubbish. No wavy hair for Kai... I think the hairstylist of all visual kei band are gods man. They are really pro man. They can really think of really funky, punky, elegant styles that fits the outfits and the mood of the song. Oh one thing is very funny RUKI'S ENGLISH SUCK LIKE SHIT FROM PIGS. lol really i swear. You don't believe me listen to ~Carry~ and ~Silly God Disco~ I laugh like shit. His pronunciation is really weird especially the word enjoying very funny. Unidentified words haha. Oh ya i heard Aoi sing not bad quite nice. I also forget to tell you something! How can i forget i am so BLUR stupid of me!! I have this video ~Peace and Smile Company Tour Finale~ Very nice. It totally RAWKS. There is Alice Nine, Kaggra, Kra, The GazettE and last but not least Miyavi. It is so nice. Here is the Video...It is really nice i cant stop watching it. You can watch in youtube. i show you here will take a long time to upload lor. Well i need to go le sleep sleep. Oyasuminasai

Boredom Perish when Nameless liberty of the Six Guns came

I am so bored lor. That is the problem with school holidays. What am going to do in this two months holidays. Slack? I want to how to play the guitar. But my cousins does not agree. He thinks i will think too much about guitars and neglect my studies. I may even think of dropping out of school and join some band and live my life as a hippies. No way man!! Studies is a definite must. I don't have to be best in class nor the worst just average. No way am i quitting school to join a band. Ya music is really important to me but studies is too it is my back up plan you know. Anyway about hoilday... EVERYONE WANTS ME TO RUN!!!O.0 Save me!?!? ANYONE! Now i am just slacking in font of the computer or either eating till I vomit. I cant even download any songs (...opps...). And no nice anime leh. So bored that all i did is just watch videos and more videos. I just watch finish The GazettE Nameless liberty of six guns. It is really nice i was greatly touched okies. So who say rock and roll people are just people who gets wild and take drugs.(Reita said NO to drugs okies). I was like crying when i watch finish the concert and backstage happenings. They cried during the finale! I was shocked when Ruki cried with Kai and Aoi. It burns... Well I can feel what it is liked. i cried too when i left my primary six friends. i got really depressed. I was like thinking OMGs who am i going to talk to about visual kei, who is going to laugh and scream with me in public. Who is going to join me in attaining uncivilised manners??? Usually in this kind of circimstances, you cry because you are lost. You felt you lost some kind of suport and you don't where to continue alone. That was how i felt when i lost my mum. I was like where am i going to live? Who else would be caring about me? Because although we argue really badly i still feel that protection from her, that even when i am lost i can still seek her guidiance. That goes for The GazettE too. Imagine leaving a place where there is a spread of love and passion for the same music. I will get depressed too. You came a long way with your supportive fans and members. You went through bad and good troubles and stick on. You felt the lowest and the highest at the same time in the tour. And now here you are leaving from one of your member....The GazeFans. It hurts when you leave someone you cherish...... Always take good care of your loved ones, Don't regret.....

Korea Trip

Yoz

My aunt and her family went to Korea a few months ago during August and i finally found a few really pretty pictures of it....

This is a toliet actually. Very....ancient lol.

Alamak so nice. Oishii >.<

Hey nice drums Kai you want?

OMFG! That is the latest LG shine!?!?

If only I could go with them and mebbie I could get a look at the latest album of all my favoueite korean artiste like DBSK and Kangta>.<> that is one hottie. He is so kawaii>.<>

Well enough of Korea I gtg le ByyES

LM.C

Okies what is LM.C (Lovely-Mocochang) ?? They are a Japanese band that plays rock and electronic pop. They consist of Maya (vocalist) and Aiji (Guitarist). Maya is actually a support guitarist for Miyavi-san, while Aiji was from Pierrot.

So they officially formed LM.C when Maya quit from Miyavi-san's support band and Aiji's band disbanded.

They make their major debut in October 2006 . Subsquently they release many singles.

'Boys and Girls' this song was used as the opening theme for the anime 'Reborn!'.

Personally I prefer 'Liar Liar' this song. It has a really catchy tune with a very cute but sincere way of putting words.

I think this band is really kool and Maya so remind me of Miyavi but don't get me wrong they are not visual kei okies. They are really nice too^^.

Actually i really wonder why maya did not want to form a visualkei band, after all Maya wasunder Miyavi for quite a long time and Aiji is from a Visual kei band.

If you want to know what is Maya like in Miyavi's band check this website

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iL64wd0lxh0 where Maya was bullied by Miyavi. lolx

I have to go already Byees

About This Noob Blogger

Why am i noob blogger? Because I have many blogs, but i lost a total of 3 password!?! Can you believe? That i am soo freaking forgetful... Nevermind, i finally have one (...This one...)^^

Well i am Kry-syella. Why i created this name? Because it sounds kool. It is not from anywhere, it is not a copy and it does not have any meaning. I just like it. How i created it.... I forget. Anyway, why i want to create this blog is not to talk about my all-too-boring life, but about music...

Ahhhh.... Music is a fantastic thing! It changes you, it teaches you and also it worsen you. It just darn influential. But i love it ^^ I want to use this
blog to share with everyone the various Subarashi songs that i heard. But dont expect too much English songs beacuse i am not really a big fan of Western music. I am currently more into Visual Kei if you have notice.... So visual kei fans HIHI >.<
WEll I think that is all I have to say


Sayonara