20th december 2007

Sorry did not write for so long. I was really lazy. Well this few days I had a few calls from Khia Lynn and I really miss her. LOL. But well my family members disagree with me hanging with her. Well understandable since both of us talk like crazy people lol. Im like really pissed lor. When I was like talking halfway my aunt or my cousin will start FREAKING. I talked about Andrea has a boyfriend. I am really angry with this stupid timing for my bedtime. OKies about Andrea well she is nuts… WHY? Well I said before about the oral sex that she had with Evan, her boyfriend, mind you. She… to say in an ugly way…. She gave Evan a blow job. Right AND nearly got herself FUCKED. What the hell…. I am like really shocked that Andrea, a complete social withdrawal, the last time I see her was like this now. I mean yar she is wild and crazy at times. She does physical harm on herself… but no way can I believed she did that. YAR they may think they used condoms so it is no biggie. But hey, Khia told me the guy is a HIV freak and also a freaking drug addict. No sniffing…. It is JABBED. With a bloody non-sterilized needle and she still love him, till she has BDSM dreams of that Australian good-for-nothing. Grate and I thought she was a bisexual…. I was really happy that she has a boyfriend… someone of the opposite sex who care for her. I mean I was happy. I thought they would you know… know their limit that their age allow. NONO what was I thinking no Andrea is not! She have to do it so fast. And The guy he is every problem that a girl do not want frustrating. I am really worried for her. I talked to khia lynn yesterday I missed. I really want to talk to someone who like visual kei. Someone like me. I was happy when I talk to her I just want to continue talking till in the morning. I was really happy and glad to hear her voice. She is the only person who understand my favourism of the music. Well yar I really love talking to Khia. And I think my aunt and cousin are really extreeeemely protective of me. I mean I really like to scare them. I will pretend to like you know not go to choir when I actually got to scare them. Well I had many happy things this few days also. There is like this shop on the six floor in cineleisure that sells The GazettE guitar pick and photos. They also have Miyavi and Alice Nine very kool. Khia says there is punk-rock and lolita clothes. They can cosplay as Vk artiste. I wonder if have GazeROCK t-shirt. WOW I really wonder when I can go to Japan. I must like study really hard like hell next year to go to Japan. I really want to take a look at Budoukan. I really want to check it out and so is Harajuku. Anyway well I am like really busy with the stupid choir concert. Man Yaner's voice was really good. She was like praised by Miss Khor. Trying really hard to get my pitching correct. LOL. Anyway still listening to The GazettE. Find them too kool to ditch. Hope to meet them in live. My dream is like to have a concert with them lor. Well Anyway still trying to handle my choral voice cum rock voice together. Really diffcult. Practising hard on Guitars too. So well I am 13 so I hope to be better whrn I am 18. Still not giving up my studies. Still studying hard. STill worried with maths though. But I think the rest should be okies. Just memorize. I LOVE MEMORIZING. I feel pre-occupied. Well I think I must do really well I MUST GET FOUR PERFECT A's IN ORDER TO HEAD TO TOKYO... HOPE TO CATCH SOME FAMILIAR FACES ^^ & BUY SOMETHING I LIKE (still thinking)