My days

Well it was okok I went to the zoo for CIP and it was a bit exciting and a bit boring aha. Now I am like spending time reading and studying. My grades were good and a few surprising like top for Chinese in the hold secondary two and distinction in math. I was really happy wanted to continue the good job and I wrote some songs and was praised by my friends. I was really happy that they like the songs and really hope to create more inspiring ones. Well there was one issue that i felt really concerned. It was about Natasha Jamilah. Well I sat with her last year the whole year. To me she is a really quiet girl and it takes a really long time for her to open up to you and well I am not sitting next to her and she is sitting with amanda now and well she is suffering so is amanda because they hate each other. So once Amanda hurt her when her heart was already shattered and bleeding becuse she has not even one friend. She is alone. She cried and as her first friend I felt a mixture of guiltiness and sadness and I really want to help her but I can't I don't know why I just fear to lose my current friend becuase of her. I felt really selfish and disgusting. i FELT LIKE CRYING. i TOLD MY FRIENDS AND THEY TELL i WAS JUST EMOTIONAL. What Am I going to do???? I felt really sad
Tears I cried was bleeding crimson blood.

Songwriting

I wrote a song and it I used the Billy joel's pianomen

Mr. Aaron’s Fantasy

It six o’clock on a morning dawn
As the sun goes up shining
It says its time to milk the cow
While running for a mile

Oh~ Jesse time to wake up
Time to show the world~

Run as the wind shows you to your way
Fly like a bird as you dash the plains
Sway like a grass as your father stood
Looking proudly at you

Oh~ dream, dream of being me
Dream of fantasies

Oh~ what are you doing? I’ll like to ask
Why are you stuck in this place?
You could be a cartoonist~
What was in your head?

As god heard your plead and grant you a wish
You had met a new friend…
Someone who like dreaming a dream
Someone who like imagining

Come play a game, our secret game
Where our confidents will gain
Open our eyes as we waken our minds
To see the world so nice

Oh~ dream, dream of being free
Free for fantasies

Sing us a song, you are now a man
Sing us a song about your land
It’s bitter, sweet? But I know it’s complete
Like how your friendship has been

Don’t worry now its going to be fine
Your wish has ended early
But so has your test been started now
To prove you are worthy for a crown

But is it some kind of joke god had given me
To prove I’m a good kid
Do I looked like a boy who didn’t mind
To lose a good friend of mine

Can you feel the pain I tried to suppress?
As my tears flew down freely like the river flow
How I ach as the glorious day…
No longer shine on my head

So dreams are only dreams
Don’t say such lonesome thing
Just see the day in a brighter way
To make the day a little gay…

here is how the real song is like and I really like it



enjoy!

The Holidays

I would have to say it is very eventful. I watched a total of three movies. Long Pte led, CJ7 and KUngfu Dunk. And I would have to say the best is of course Jay chou's Kungfu dunk very nice and very funny. Never see jay chou so childish before. Anyway pay a visit to fathers old man and god was his new house pretty.It was at bukit panjang and it is the best haha. Well skinny old ma says come live at her house. Well like hell no. I don't know what they may do to me. And please I don't think anyone in my mama's family will allow. Sigh~ tough life. Yeah a have wholesome love from everyone but heck I ini't not feeling it. Went to cineleisure yesterday to look for the shop. ZOMG it just dissappear and I can't find it. And god pissed me, out came second bro Meng and zhihao. WTFG are they following me because they are watching the same movie at THE SAME TIME!!! Lucky it was not the same hall. Or I would run home and pack my things and find a living at KL. Well got to go my uncle's computer is going geexiao already. BYES well end of holiday let hell break out man

Videos DAY \ >.< /

Here is some video I really love.

Phanstamagoria - Eternal silence


LUNA SEA - BELIEVE (GOD BLESS YOU～One Night Dejavu～)


This are really touching songs from the pioneers of visual kei and yeah they disbanded. Lets have a few minutes of silence

The Chinese Day

Yesterday was the day of the chinese new year. And it was really nostalgia./ Why nostalgis? Well I went on a walk to jelta and it was really fun. The street was the same as the past 3 years and henry park was the same except the parade square thwy are building something more and it seems to be another sports hall. SO lucky lar. If only repeat primary school. Khai Xin said everyone miss. Puh-lease like they will. They are like so happy. LIke they will remember me. O.0 Anyway I went to jelta and wanted to buy this mushroom and two mushroom cost 2.49 singapore dollars. I was like wow are you sure. Daddy even allow me. He rwally know how to spend. He actually pay thousands of dollars to buy a limited edition watch. Ridcule. I mean you can like know them does not mean you buy them rite. A thousand of dollars can allow me to attend 10 of The gazette tour including air tickets. HAHAHAHA. Well later we went to Suntec and ate korean food before buying a big bloody duck. He say he is going to cut it. Well I am fine excluding the head dangling with its eyes staring with retorting agony and it intestine that drips mercilessly down as it entangles into a massive gut mash. hopeless insane mental image of death really disgusting. I wonder how it feels to slaughter a cow. Imagine a blood clot up milk. *shudder* Well never mind after that I went home. And use my computer till 10pm. Then I watch MTV EMA awards 2007. With Snoop Dogg as MC hot I will say. From them I get to know 30 seconds to Mars. Not really that good as MCR but is really nice. At least there is not much screaming. And there is Nelly Furtardo and TOKIO HOTEL who won an award. I love tom not bill. Tom's guitar skills is much better and tom only know how to sing only. Tom is very funny ok >.< Yea kool It was held in Munich by the way and the stage was BIG and PRETTY and the crowd was just lovely. I am like in land gaming shop with all my cousins now and I am the only one blogging right now. Which is kind of weird but who cares a fuck right. haha anyway i ust went to my mother's mama house for visit and well one thind it is crap up boring. But I watch this show on tv it is a japanese variety show. About primary kid bounding their leg to another kid and running acros 50 metres and there is like 30 kids so it was really hard to run. I was touched by their teamwork and really think it is touching I actually cried okies. Another thing I felt like crying is Luna sea's One night De JaVU during last year's chiristmas eve I felt like crying. It was my first time listening to them and I had such great emotions. Oh wonder so many people like them. it is deepest regret to not listen to them. Well got to go le bye

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!



Life was not so simple after ALL !!! Aunt said she will take my radio away so I can't listen to music AT ALL anymore. I am really angry that I cried a lot of times alone. I really long for freedom. I mean my mum is so much better. I really hate it when people push me into a corner. I really hate it.... Hatred just swell up in my head and heart. I really my current lifestyle. It is rotting me into a person of greed. It is like this, when you have no love no freedom there you are, a person who do evil for attention and a person who try all ways to find happiness that people think is freedom.

Anyway never mind that... IT is CHINESE NEW YEAR yea. This years chinese new was quiet... very quiet. NOT that it is a bad idea because I really enjoyed the peacefulness brought by the silence. We took a late night bus of 111 to see the quiet night life of orchard road and it was really kool. Imagine what will happen if no one evers patronize orchard again. That would be the result. So life can really be pleasant if you imagine it that way. I watched the Bridge to Terabithia and I find the story really wonderful. I tells us to not only see your surroundng with your eyes but also with your mind. 'Keep your mind wide open'. That is something I really appreciate. We must have an open mind, A mind that debates, a mind that accept and rejects. You must have all three and the most important... imagination. Everyone has different way of imagine, for me I like to imagine things that I long for which is typical to all people. I also think of the past and reflect. I like to compare. I like to complain. I complaint to my mind. i complaint to i.... I also like to think of freedom, life and all the beautiful word I can think of. Anyway What I want to say is most of the time I prefer to stay alone and peaceful. I don't like to mess in the crowd unnesscarily. Anyway thats all I got to write HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. Oh I have another blog. NICE !!!! It is a music blog so yea awesome >.< Well going to Jealita so yea BYES here is Alicia Keys in Japan for you