10 April 2009

found a new song>.<

AYA KAMAKI!!! I bought it at HMV Heerens. THE USUAL JAPANESE PRICE :( cant wait for my Super Junior album to come, bought it on yesasia.com. She like the japanese of AVIRL LAVIGNE.

Angie went back to Japan to do things. Location:Nakano. Haiz, hope she will buy some more stuff for me:o Confirm will not buy me The GazettE singles:( ANGIE I LOVE YOU.

No matter where you are
No matter what you are, who you are.
Make it the day you see him
A rare flower that bloom in the night
A concept, not a definition
It is not forever there...

Angie I was just a small kid then but thanks to you I had grown a lot, you are like my sister, my mother. I love you so much so I felt so jealous.
I don't want to share you with anyone, not Jia Rong and not even Kenny, I just want you and me and nothing changes.

THEN you said you need to go, for work, for liberation, for whatever. I can't be selfish, it's your road.

I felt a trick was constantly played on me. When things went off-hand my mind starts to flood with different perspective, good and bad, funny and depressing. However when I wanted to relate it to someone, I am in a lost. All of a sudden their faces become distant, convoluted with sarcasm. I would say things that does not rationale, hoping to show the pain I felt. I hope and pray they understand but they never so I gave up...

Till I saw you...
Angie please come back quickly