miyavi and Sugizo

I so long never blog already. School is fun especially with juaniter, jaslin and si xian. Got new girl, she is called Wendy damn freaking rich lar. But i don't really like her i think she is very braggart and like to xuan yao. She like everything also know. From piano grade four to SJAB corporal position. Hope she dont know guitar or i die for her to see. LOL. Anyway Shikana found Miyavi new singles and I found this band that is scarier then THe Gazette or even MARILYN MANSON called NoGod but they remind me of Janne de Arc Acid Black Cherry. Anyway I don't really like the Wendy girl because I think shelike very fake i mean how can you be a corporal at the same time as a choir member. But her voice is very good, she in soparano one. I don't know is it i jealous of her is it. But whatever I can tell she is one who have never gone through hard life before. Well she is really afraid of insects. Actually I am very scared also. But Well she is rich unlike me who have to run whenever i see creditors. LOL tough life then.... I still remeber the sucidal day. Never forget that. It was one of the complete blank out days. I still remember the day I was caught stealing in the bookshop LOL. Like stealing is only done by bad people..... Anyway I am like really rebellious this few days. I just can't take the sudden change after holiday. I like totally lost all my chance of using the computer and listen to music. I was like so crazy that I even thought of piercing my lip again. I was like standing at this tattoo shop at Thoing wanting to pierce my lip like miyavi and Aoi. AHHH how much I wish for an exciting life. I want to have a lot a lot a lot live shows. I want to be a guitarist like urha. Anyway my schooling life is very boring. Anyway found a few really pretty live concerts again



I really like the lighting at the starting it was really nice. Mao is a really got singer and he really portray as a jazz singer on a verge of screaming obscenities.