Choir Practise

So tired...I am so pissed with my voice today. It just won't freaking come out. Would i join the Alto's next year. That do be nice hanging out with Sharon and Chris more often....Muhaha....Anyway We are learning the Flower Duet by Charlotte Church. It was so freaking high. I nearly broke my voice. I went off-pitch many times and sounded like Ruki screaming. That would be the nicest scream. But that is not what i want. I want a solid perfect sound and i can't achieve that. Sad. I would like to try sing rock song with choral voice. I think it would sound funny but it is worth a try har. Oh i bought another diary for me to write. The other diary, i have decided would be just for the year 2007. So i have a different diary every year. ^^Well enough talk later get back to you