Happy Chinese New Year!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!



Life was not so simple after ALL !!! Aunt said she will take my radio away so I can't listen to music AT ALL anymore. I am really angry that I cried a lot of times alone. I really long for freedom. I mean my mum is so much better. I really hate it when people push me into a corner. I really hate it.... Hatred just swell up in my head and heart. I really my current lifestyle. It is rotting me into a person of greed. It is like this, when you have no love no freedom there you are, a person who do evil for attention and a person who try all ways to find happiness that people think is freedom.

Anyway never mind that... IT is CHINESE NEW YEAR yea. This years chinese new was quiet... very quiet. NOT that it is a bad idea because I really enjoyed the peacefulness brought by the silence. We took a late night bus of 111 to see the quiet night life of orchard road and it was really kool. Imagine what will happen if no one evers patronize orchard again. That would be the result. So life can really be pleasant if you imagine it that way. I watched the Bridge to Terabithia and I find the story really wonderful. I tells us to not only see your surroundng with your eyes but also with your mind. 'Keep your mind wide open'. That is something I really appreciate. We must have an open mind, A mind that debates, a mind that accept and rejects. You must have all three and the most important... imagination. Everyone has different way of imagine, for me I like to imagine things that I long for which is typical to all people. I also think of the past and reflect. I like to compare. I like to complain. I complaint to my mind. i complaint to i.... I also like to think of freedom, life and all the beautiful word I can think of. Anyway What I want to say is most of the time I prefer to stay alone and peaceful. I don't like to mess in the crowd unnesscarily. Anyway thats all I got to write HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. Oh I have another blog. NICE !!!! It is a music blog so yea awesome >.< Well going to Jealita so yea BYES here is Alicia Keys in Japan for you