23 February 2008

My days

Well it was okok I went to the zoo for CIP and it was a bit exciting and a bit boring aha. Now I am like spending time reading and studying. My grades were good and a few surprising like top for Chinese in the hold secondary two and distinction in math. I was really happy wanted to continue the good job and I wrote some songs and was praised by my friends. I was really happy that they like the songs and really hope to create more inspiring ones. Well there was one issue that i felt really concerned. It was about Natasha Jamilah. Well I sat with her last year the whole year. To me she is a really quiet girl and it takes a really long time for her to open up to you and well I am not sitting next to her and she is sitting with amanda now and well she is suffering so is amanda because they hate each other. So once Amanda hurt her when her heart was already shattered and bleeding becuse she has not even one friend. She is alone. She cried and as her first friend I felt a mixture of guiltiness and sadness and I really want to help her but I can't I don't know why I just fear to lose my current friend becuase of her. I felt really selfish and disgusting. i FELT LIKE CRYING. i TOLD MY FRIENDS AND THEY TELL i WAS JUST EMOTIONAL. What Am I going to do???? I felt really sad
Tears I cried was bleeding crimson blood.

Songwriting

I wrote a song and it I used the Billy joel's pianomen

Mr. Aaron’s Fantasy

It six o’clock on a morning dawn
As the sun goes up shining
It says its time to milk the cow
While running for a mile

Oh~ Jesse time to wake up
Time to show the world~

Run as the wind shows you to your way
Fly like a bird as you dash the plains
Sway like a grass as your father stood
Looking proudly at you

Oh~ dream, dream of being me
Dream of fantasies

Oh~ what are you doing? I’ll like to ask
Why are you stuck in this place?
You could be a cartoonist~
What was in your head?

As god heard your plead and grant you a wish
You had met a new friend…
Someone who like dreaming a dream
Someone who like imagining

Come play a game, our secret game
Where our confidents will gain
Open our eyes as we waken our minds
To see the world so nice

Oh~ dream, dream of being free
Free for fantasies

Sing us a song, you are now a man
Sing us a song about your land
It’s bitter, sweet? But I know it’s complete
Like how your friendship has been

Don’t worry now its going to be fine
Your wish has ended early
But so has your test been started now
To prove you are worthy for a crown

But is it some kind of joke god had given me
To prove I’m a good kid
Do I looked like a boy who didn’t mind
To lose a good friend of mine

Can you feel the pain I tried to suppress?
As my tears flew down freely like the river flow
How I ach as the glorious day…
No longer shine on my head

So dreams are only dreams
Don’t say such lonesome thing
Just see the day in a brighter way
To make the day a little gay…

here is how the real song is like and I really like it



enjoy!