Choir Concert 23/12

Well the concert was a huge success !!! It went really well. All of us was able to listen and feel together. There was this part where all of us flat together! AWESOME. It is like we were thinking the same thing. Like we are one. It is really kool and I love the sound balance. Although the audience is not really enthusiastic. But all in all i got the feeling of a performer and I really like it a lot and at the starting I was really nervous but in the everything was okok. Guess why? I was like in my head thinking I need to calm down. Then I thought of Ruki. He is performing in front of 17.000 people and it was so well. And he is the only vocalist so if he WENT OFF PITCH. It will be a hard time to cover. Maye the guitar. Or ig the sound man was fast to change it the volume down. Imagine his circumstances allowed me to calm down and listen to my rest of the members. So most of the time I thought of them. LOL right. Here I am singing vocals while thinking of rokkou. But it works though. Instead I remained calm really really calm anyway yeah. It was holy god fun. I was like hey is there encore? I WANT TO SING AGAIN!!!!!!!! Choir really help collect part of the experience I need. But I know it is not sufficient. Someday I know I need to create a whole lot of trouble to get that min. experience. YES I will head of to Nippon to take a look. And if by chance maybe catch a show at yokohama hall or Budokan. NUMBER ONE dream step into this two concert hall as and employee, employer or ARTISTES. Lolol. NVM I just want to help bring a good concert. As a child I have always dream that and I will work hard to step foot in there. Well or I need to do now is study. LOL really that may lift my closer. Don't know. Khia lynn is working hard to perfecting her piano while me is the guitars. She is going for song writing courses. LUCKY her. I am like struggling really hard to get inspiration. I like every time I watch a concert I will then think of inspiration. So I love watching concerts. They let my mind do pretty imaginations. Allow me to see a things in all kind of way. I really love concert especially those really pretty ones. The GazettE is another. Alice Nine is also okok. But I want something big. Massive. I think I will need to work really hard to write songs like Ruki and play like Aoi. The choir concert is just the start of my performer journey and no way it will quench my thirst for concert. I will start fast. And I want to catch up fast really fast. And it is not about any genre. All means and ways I will do it. HAHAHA. LOL tsk.tsk now I am grounded from using the computer because I used it till the late nights and I watch The GazettE. HAHAHA inspiration freak I am. Well now is all up to me. Independents no way can I rely on anyone any more. I lost one person close. No more freaking such bonds any more. Attachment free. That is good. I love no one. LOL that is sweet. Friends I have. I need is seclusion. What I want is my ambition, my lust, my dream. YES nuts I am. I must admit I am NUTS but i Love the feeling so yep happy. I will look at satisfactory. I will only take, learn all that. THAT IS ALL NO MORE SHIT FEELINGS OF LOVE...........................
GOTTA GO WRITE TO YOU Went I can. maybe next holiday. BYE