Concert Day

Well today was the same day slacking AND OH YAR RUNNING 0.O I ran with junjie brother, very xianz. Four round around the Queenstown complex. Lucky i Had my MP4 with me or i was sure to give up halfway. Oh i had the whole of the GazettE's new album Stack Rubbish. It was really nice. All the SONG was good but i find it was pretty messy the way they arrange the songs. It is like there is a slow song then a fast song than again another slow song. It does not help build the mood of the listener. But each song is nice. The melody itself was able to wow me. I really admire them. They really are true visual artiste. I really want to be like them. In fact i am planning to be like them...so anyone wants to form a band with me? I have this very weird feeling when i watch their lives. It is like this mixture of excitement because they are really unpredictable, happiness because i really like their music, Belonging, weird right i felt i was one of the members and the weirdest of all, Jealous. I am really jealous of them. They have so many fans, so many lives, so many talent, so many inspiration..... Me? i cant even think of anything. Even if i come out with a song...my cousin don't like it. They say it is too dark, too gloomy. Filled of sadness, lust, vengence and negative thinking. Well it is what i am thinking right now. I mean i can come up with happy things but the sad one pop out first. Well today i was suppose to attend a concert at Esplanade. The ~Rock A Capella~ or something. They sing a capella. I am not really a big fan of them, but why not try it right? I think they are kool creating sounds with their vocals without any need for instruments. I guess today was not a really good day for me. I was completely pissed today. Pissed at everything. I think i need to see a Shrink. lol. Or maybe Anger Management courses again. Because right now my chest feel really painful and heavy. Well i got to go already. Concert Time. LET ROCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND SING AND FORGET YOUR WORRIES LET IT DROWN, LET IT DROWN~